I had a coffee today and it did jack shit. What I need is to go home and sleep for a whole day. Also I dropped my phone for the millionth time yesterday and apparently every million times is when the screen shatters. My soul shattered along with it. Thankfully it still works but it’s painful to stare through the shards. So now I need to replace my phone AND computer. And pay off Sallie Mae. And get my degree. And buy an apartment. Srsly, million dollars, you can fall out of the sky now. Any time is great.
In other more happy news, Andrew is back and life is awesome. Funnily enough, my pained desire to vacation somewhere tropical has partially subsided. Maybe I was just subconsciously craving to be near him without actually identifying the desire as that.
dinner with Andrew ššµš (Taken with instagram)
so that's what love tastes like.: I don't know what my emotions are doing.
stephbanana:
lolyssah:
stephbanana:
lolyssah:
My PMS is still telling me to be soul crushed that everyone around me has run off to somewhere warm and beachy. Andrew returns in a few hours, and he will be so tan his skin will look fucking ethnic. I feel like my PMS will take one look at him and shut the door in his face.
Another part of meā¦
Also, sorry Ben and I couldnāt come down to visit you :(
that is literally me right now. Everything Andrew is texting me makes me burst into fresh tears. Iām a mess. I donāt want to get out of bed and go to work tonight, I just wanna lay here and not deal with anything.
Itās okay, I still had a decent time these past few weeks. But I really miss you so visit soon k? I feel like we havenāt talked in forever.
Sad day. I felt like that like last week, but I think it was mostly just sleep deprivation. But that sucks, Iām sorry D:
And certainly. Now that Benās done school weāll have an easier time planning for a trip down. And we need to skype/have movie night, we keep forgetting to do that.Ā
sleep deprivation is DEFINITELY a major culprit here too. The past two days have been floorset and these overnights have been stressful. And for some reason I can only sleep four hours when I get home.
YES. I just reread our Peter Pan one.
so that's what love tastes like.: I don't know what my emotions are doing.
stephbanana:
lolyssah:
My PMS is still telling me to be soul crushed that everyone around me has run off to somewhere warm and beachy. Andrew returns in a few hours, and he will be so tan his skin will look fucking ethnic. I feel like my PMS will take one look at him and shut the door in his face.
Another part of meā¦
Also, sorry Ben and I couldnāt come down to visit you :(
that is literally me right now. Everything Andrew is texting me makes me burst into fresh tears. I’m a mess. I don’t want to get out of bed and go to work tonight, I just wanna lay here and not deal with anything.
It’s okay, I still had a decent time these past few weeks. But I really miss you so visit soon k? I feel like we haven’t talked in forever.
I don’t know what my emotions are doing.
My PMS is still telling me to be soul crushed that everyone around me has run off to somewhere warm and beachy. Andrew returns in a few hours, and he will be so tan his skin will look fucking ethnic. I feel like my PMS will take one look at him and shut the door in his face.
Another part of me has been waiting for him to return the minute he left, and is practically dying in anticipation.
My rational side is telling my PMS to shut the fuck up. Also he’s bringing me presents. Doesn’t help my anticipation.
Ugh my feeeeeelllllllsssssss
MASTERPIECE #1 COMPLETE (Taken with Instagram at Mission Hill)
